Oh, I knew that first part. It's really obvious how much you're repressing and how your silence is just you running away from the things you don't want to face.

That last part is actually kinda endearing. It's sweet that you care so much. And you know, the only reason I didn't shoot Black Mask in his stupid ugly face was because I was afraid Batman and Robin would never forgive me, and at that point that seemed more important than surviving.

If he weren't already dead I would probably go for it and claim temporary insanity.