I know I'm the last person you want to hear this from and I have no right to say it at all, but please don't leave. Stay in town. Stay with the people who care about you and want to make you feel better. It doesn't have to be me, I'll stay away forever if that's what you want, just don't try to do this on your own.
[What is he supposed to say to that? Maybe he's supposed to be on his own. Objectively, he knows that he chose a life where his friends and family were going to be in heightened danger, that it's not (always) his fault when someone dies. But he can't help but feel like the common factor, and Bruce may not be dead this time but it still feels like a wake-up call to just stop kidding himself and pretending otherwise. And maybe he just doesn't want to be around other people right now, doesn't want to wonder if or when they're going to be ripped out of his life, too.
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this was a mistake. sorry.
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[ Gah, she's having flashbacks. Flashbacks of flashbacks, even. ]
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So for now, he just leaves it unanswered.]