It would never have worked, and it never will.

[ She leans into him, the tension starting to leave her body. She just sort of slumps helplessly. ]

It hurt more when I came back and Tim was so upset with me. I felt like he wished I really had died, that he wasn't just glad I was hurt enough to quit but he was glad to have me out of his hair. I know he felt betrayed, but I was depressed and I couldn't help some of the things that went through my head.