She doesn't want to hear about my problems. They make her uncomfortable and she clearly blames me for that. I didn't do anything to deserve this insensitivity. I just told her that I had to trade my virginity for protection in this hellhole and she didn't even bat an eye. Why does she treat me like this? She said I could talk about anything but she takes it as a personal insult when I tell her the truth. I can't take this.
[she sags, resigned.]
It's fine. I'll go ask Xavier to edit my memories. Then I can buy into the lie that people in general are worth having faith in and get out of here. You don't have to do anything except let me into the CES daily. Then, pretty soon, I can go home, you can get paid, the Barge will be rid of me, everyone gets what they want.
I just wish that someone would listen without taking my pain as some kind of personal insult. But I guess that's too much to ask from anyone, even someone being paid to listen.
[spam]
She doesn't want to hear about my problems. They make her uncomfortable and she clearly blames me for that. I didn't do anything to deserve this insensitivity. I just told her that I had to trade my virginity for protection in this hellhole and she didn't even bat an eye. Why does she treat me like this? She said I could talk about anything but she takes it as a personal insult when I tell her the truth. I can't take this.
[she sags, resigned.]
It's fine. I'll go ask Xavier to edit my memories. Then I can buy into the lie that people in general are worth having faith in and get out of here. You don't have to do anything except let me into the CES daily. Then, pretty soon, I can go home, you can get paid, the Barge will be rid of me, everyone gets what they want.
I just wish that someone would listen without taking my pain as some kind of personal insult. But I guess that's too much to ask from anyone, even someone being paid to listen.
It's fine. I'll take care of it myself.