Sep. 10th, 2010

ichoosefight: (🌹 frustration)
[ Stephanie's not having the best day. Something about being kicked out of the library has put her in a foul mood ]

Everyone's singing. It just had to be singing, didn't it? Not like I'm self conscious about my singing voice or anything. And as if that weren't enough, I have to find something to do outside of the library because I don't want them to kick me out in the middle of a good book. Again.

[ She starts to speak a little louder and faster, going into rant mode. ]
Plus, I can't even read it in my room because guess what? It makes me want to sing. The last thing I need is to start singing to the whole floor about how I can relate to the narrator from Demian, because let me tell you, it is really hard to fit the word 'narrator' into song lyrics without sounding like an idiot, which I did anyone because I was singing in the library of all places.

[ Oh hello Barge, is this still recording? She totally thought this was all said in her head. ] And what can you even say to that? Since when am I this bad at talking to people, anyway? And don't say 'my whole life', because I know I made friends at some point. But now every time I try to start a conversation I say something stupid, or make a really bad joke, and people give me weird looks.

[ She takes a deep breath, and starts to sing. ]

This is what it sounds like when a dam breaks. )

[ She finishes the song panting, staring at the screen wide-eyed as she realizes that yes, she did say all of that out loud. ]

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