Well, that's the problem. [She starts looking around for a plausible way to the next rooftop.] I think that maybe hating him so much is a way he controls me too. Like...I can't help it and it fills up so much of my head. Logically, I know that the Erik Lehnsherr here can't be my father; he's from a parallel world or something. But every time I get near him I just flip out. I feel...out of control.

[Lots of hesitating, because she's basically bringing it up now before she finds herself going after him or something.]